It's rain, rain and continue to rain...
I stood here near the balcony watching every single drop...
The dancing droplet giggle my heart when I'm alone in this lonely night..
No star to see, no moon the bright the sky...
Only rainy melody keep the world rolling...
Yet I feel very calm in this rainy melody..
The sound of the water droplet breaking the silent of this lonely night..
I look further deep into the rain..
wondering how my future would be...
Is I going to success?
Is I going to be a teacher?
Is I'm gonna get married?
With whom?
Then came a breeze wind which blow me out of the dream....
I stood there full of silence with melodic sound of rain...
Deep in my heart I said, wondering is one thing..
But effort is the other thing to make it happen..
Soon I realize that Allah have arrange everything for reasons..
I just need to put effort and have a faith with Him..
Oh.. Allah, thank you for giving me another chances to breath in this lonely night..
This night is not an ordinary night...
In this night Allah have given me the opportunities ..
To be alone in this rain, talk and pray to Him...
Alhamdulillah.. thanks to Allah
for sending me this rain...
That make me feel closer to Him...
Rain... Rain... and Rain...
Its come and goes, so does with our Iman....
Sometimes it Rain heavily, sometimes just a few drops...
Same with our 'Amal and Ibadah'
Sometimes we do more, sometimes we do lest...
But one things for sure..
Rain is arranged by Allah,
But 'Iman and Taqwa' is decided by our hand..
Either we want it or not...
This rain soon will stops...
leaving the night to be lonely again,
leaving the land to be dry again,
But..
The water left by the beneficial for me....
In this silent night of rain...
I hope and pray for Allah...
Although there will be storm coming tomorrow..
which darken my way to pass through...
I pray that..
He will send me light as guidance to get me through...
Soon, the rain will fades..
and the sky will be visible again...
and the moon come to shine...
At that time, I will snap out and do my daily routine again...
I shall miss this rainy moments..
When I stood alone near this balcony...
Watching the dancing of droplets...
While talking to inner-self....
-Kai 3/11/2012-
