Rainy Melody

It's rain, rain and continue to rain...

I stood here near the balcony watching every single drop...

The dancing droplet giggle my heart when I'm alone in this lonely night..

No star to see, no moon the bright the sky... 

Only rainy melody keep the world rolling... 

Yet I feel very calm in this rainy melody..

The sound of the water droplet breaking the silent of this lonely night..

I look further deep into the rain..

wondering how my future would be...

Is I going to success? 

Is I going to be a teacher?

Is I'm gonna get married?

With whom?

Then came a breeze wind which blow me out of the dream....

I stood there full of silence with melodic sound of rain...

Deep in my heart I said, wondering is one thing..

But effort is the other thing to make it happen..

Soon I realize that Allah have arrange everything for reasons..

I just need to put effort and have a faith with Him..

Oh.. Allah, thank you for giving me another chances to breath in this lonely night..

This night is not an ordinary night... 

In this night Allah have given me the opportunities ..   

To be alone in this rain, talk and pray to Him...

Alhamdulillah.. thanks to Allah

for sending me this rain...

That make me feel closer to Him...

Rain... Rain... and Rain...

Its come and goes, so does with our Iman....

Sometimes it Rain heavily, sometimes just a few drops...

Same with our 'Amal and Ibadah'

Sometimes we do more, sometimes we do lest...

But one things for sure..

Rain is arranged by Allah,

But 'Iman and Taqwa' is decided by our hand..

Either we want it or not...

This rain soon will stops... 

leaving the night to be lonely again,

leaving the land to be dry again,

But..

The water left by the beneficial for me....

In this silent night of rain...

I hope and pray for Allah...

Although there will be storm coming tomorrow.. 

which darken my way to pass through...

I pray that..

He will send me light as guidance to get me through...

Soon, the rain will fades..

and the sky will be visible again...

and the moon come to shine...

At that time, I will snap out and do my daily routine again...

I shall miss this rainy moments..

When I stood alone near this balcony...

Watching the dancing of droplets...

While talking to inner-self....

-Kai 3/11/2012-

Here Its Comes ~~

سم الله الر حمن الر حيم.

اسلام عليكم

اَللّهُ اَكْبَرُ، اَللّهُ اَكْبَرُ، اَللّهُ اَكْبَرُ، لاَ اِلَهَ اِلاَّ اللّهُ اَللّهُ اَكْبَرُ، اَللّهُ اَكْبَرُ، وَلِلّهِ الْحَمْدِ

Well I think it still not to late to wish you all Salam Eid Adha,Kullu A'am wa antum bi khair. 

Although the exam is just around the conner, I make a decision to return hometown and celebrate the Raya with my family..

Its was a moderate celebration with a Qurban in first day. This year father had arrange few parts of cow to be Qurban. Qurban was held each year on Hari Raya Haji as a remembrance  for the great sacrifice Nabi Ibrahim As. and Allah had said in Quran for all muslim to do Qurban for their 4 legs livestock and distribute it for the poor..

   One of the cow for Qurban ''Menghabiskan sakibaki masa didunia sebelum menuju ke syurga''

 Raya with my family - I'm copy cat of my father.. lol

With my beloved mother....

anyways.. I'm gonna seat for exam for the whole weeks starting from tomorrow and I'm not prepared yet.. Hahhaa

Memorial Of Weekends

سم الله الر حمن الر حيم.

اسلام عليكم

So, Its already Sunday tomorrow... and weekends also come toward the end.. Haha

However I had many greats time with my friends during this weekends although economic crisis had become major problem for many of us including me.. Haha..

Maklumlah hujung2 sem ni, pitih habih sokmo dah...

Hari sabtu, Kai berpeluang bersiar-siar ke Alamanda bersama 'anak sedara' tersayang.. Azie.. Awalnya memang merancang nak pergi makan McD, tetapi alang siap tengok wayang lagi...

lunch at McD : Double Mc Chicken 

Banyak-bayak cerita yang ada kt GSC ari tu, Kai pilih nak tengok cerita Taken 2.. Even Kai tak tengok Taken 1, tetapi saja nak try tengok sebab rasa macam best je.. haha... Dan memang best pom sebenarnya..  Certia Action yang bekisarkan seorang bekas Agent CIA yang juga seorang ketua keluarga kepada isteri dan seorang anak perempuannya.. Cerita ni menarik sebab bekas agent CIA ni masih handal dalam mengatasi setiap masalah yang ditimpanya. Cerita ingin mengisarkan berkenaan seorang pengganas Islam yang ingin membalas dendam terhadap kematian anaknya. Dalam cerita Taken 1, pengganas berkenaan telah menculik anak CIA tersebut namun  dia telah diselamatkan oleh bapanya,  CIA Bryan Mills (Neeson). Kali ini mereka menasarankan  Bryan dan bekas isteri, Lenore (Famke Janssen). Apa yang Kai tidak suka dari filem ini, adalah:

Secara obiviousnya watak pengganas tersebut dilabelkan sebagai orang islam Istambul.. 

Azan berkumandang semasa saat-saat cemas di kota Istambul..

Filem ini juga agak stereotype dengan menayangkan kehidupan masyarakat Islam yang mundur dan penganas.

Namun apa yang boleh diambil dari filem ini adalah value menepati masa dan kasih sayang seorang ayah yang ingin menjaga keluarganya..

Pada sebelah malam pula, Kai berepluang menyaksikan perlawanan akhir Kelantan menentang ATM di kaca TV sebuah restoran. Haha.. Kai serta kawan-kawan sempat menonton  sehingga ke akhir perlawanan tersebut.. Macam-macam gelagat pemain kedua-dua pasukan dapat dilihat apabila satu demi satu goal di kejar. Goal pertama di score oleh pasukan kelantan, namun beberapa minit kemudian ATM membuat goal persamaan.. Perlawan terus berlangsung dengan keputusan seri 2 sama sehingga akhir perlwanan.. Pada masa tambahan 30 minit, pasukan kelantan telah membuat satu jaringan yang memeri kemenangan kpd pasukan tersebut.. Alhamdulillah, juara milik Kelantan.. sekalung Tahniah buat Red Warrior.. 

Ni lah wajah-wajah tentera Vietnam yang menyokong ATM

Hok ni, puteri-puteri Red Warrior.. yang celup pom ado jugok.. Haha

Pada hari Ahad pula, Kai ada perlawanan persahabatam Futsal dengan abang usrah Al-akh Ammar Termizi di sport center, USJ subang Jaya.. Kami pergi dengan kekuatan 8 orang menaiki dua buah kereta bersama seorang rakan abang Ammar.. Alhamdulillah disamping berpeluang bermain futsal, kami juga dapat merapatkan ukhuwah dan mendapats sedikit sebanyak ilmu yang dikongsikan oleh rakan-rakan usrah abang Ammar ketika disana...

Futsal pertama anjuran Belia IKRAM Subang Jaya tahun ini. We make it regular yeah!

Kalo boleh Kai nak extend weekend ni tapi apakah daya tanggungjawab sebagai seorang pelajar harus diteruskan... Mood maslas nak ke kolej :(

Anyway: Happy Besday kepada adik aq, Maman diatas ulang tahun kelahiran ke 19 tahun.. Maaflah abng ko ni x dpt nak sambut meriah-meriah sebab faktor keewangan yang tidak stabil.. Hanya doa mampu dikirimkan ketika sujud kepada Ilahi.. :)

Starting of Great Weekends

سم الله الر حمن الر حيم.

اسلام عليكم

Finally its Weekends right after very long long long busy weekdays.. Hmm..

Many event had occurs in this week, assignment submission weeks, replace class week, Muet Speaking Test, ENG Final Presentation on Grammar, 'Solat Hajat dan Bacaan Yassin' and Visitor from Uzbekistan..

En Tahir sedang memberi sepatah dua kata

Majlis solat hajat sebagai persedian untuk menghadapi peperiksaan akhir Semester 3. Dihadiri ustaz daripada bekas pensyarah IPBA. ''biarlah orang nak kata, hari jumaat sahaja baru kita nak baca Yassin, dekat dengan exam baru nak baca Yassin, baru nak buat air Yassin, yang penting kita buat.. lagi bagus daripada orang yang tak buat langsung...." - kata-kata ustaz tersebut... Turut hadir dalam Majlis adalah abang usrah kami, abang Ammar.. Selepas tamat majlis barulah sambung usrah di rumah...

Dan hari ni, Kirkby didatangi oleh pelawat-pelawat dari Uzbekistan yang kurang fasih berbahasa asing. Haha, diaorang siap guna khidmat translator untuk berkomunikasi. Kai ditugaskan untuk bermain kompang, sebab tangan ni bukanlah seorang artis maka macam-macam masalah ketika bermain.. sekejap laju sekejap perlahan.. Haha.. Kai memang takde bakat dalam seni muzik. 

Ziera lagi tinggi dari Maman sebab ari ni.. haha

Nek Lyana kena pegang bunga mangar, muda nek ari ni... hehe

Pijie and Jia dengan silatnya...

Yaya dengan Zapinnya

Ehmm?

Ehmm... taktala keyboard ditekan ni, hujan sedang renyai-renyai di luar.. Maghrib baru sahaja berlalu.. Baru ja tadi meet with her as she going home.. Thanks to her sebab agree with my suggestion.. Haha.. pecah tradisini kali ni.. I will bought the best using those pitih yer.. Sorry for late giving those chocolate that I promise before.. haha.. 

enjoy your weekends :)

Done A Part

سم الله الر حمن الر حيم.

اسلام عليكم

Alhamdulillah, I'm finally done with my final presentation on Grammar for this foundation program.. 

Pheww.. that was the only presentation I put too much effort on it to get it the best from me..

Haha... I might not have extra teaching aid or songs or even video for my presentation, but I put whole effort on my slide with visual aid and animation.

Time management is one of highlighted criteria for the assignment, I need do get the teaching done for the maximum 10 minutes... My topic is about Adverb..

My concern for the presentation is the audience understanding on what I taught not all the extra teaching aid or fancy slide.. 

Although it might not interesting teaching compared to other, but I manage to get it done with my own efforts.. So, I deserve what I have struggle for.. Haha

Well another task is coming, MUET speaking for tomorrow with yaya, cek ting, kak yan and hopefully we can get full practice for tonight with all group members..

All the best for us, hehehe...

 Delightful faces right after the presentation.. :) 

credits to Hazirah as camerawomen and Sasniza for the camera & editing

Dunia Hanyalah Satu Persingahan

سم الله الر حمن الر حيم.

اسلام عليكم

Semalam baru berbicara pasal hayat hidup kita di dunia ini... 

Kai ada memetik kata-kata seorang sahabat lama bahawa, hayat kita di dunia seketika sahaja waktunya..

Ia umpama waktu senggang di antara azan dan solat...

"Kita lahir disambut dengan azan . Apabila kita mati kita di solatkan .Alangkah pendeknya hidup kita jika hidup kita antara azan dan solat.."

Jika di fikirkan sejenak, memuhasabah diri ini... benarlah ungkapan di atas.... Hayat kita di antara azan dan solat sahaja...

Pada petang yang bergerimis ini, seorang bapa saudara saya yang saya kasihi telah kembali ke Rahmatullah dalam satu kemalangan jalan raya...

Allah lebih meyayangi hambaNya itu...

Kematian satu kepastian. Ketetapan yang jika telah datang waktunya, tak satu pun makhluk yang mampu menangguhkannya..Kematian ini ada dua jenis:

·         Husnul Khatimah (Penamat yang baik)

·         Su’ul Khatimah (Penamat yang buruk)

Mati secara husnul khatimah, yakni suatu kematian dalam keadaan beriman kepada Allah, dengan kehidupannya yang dedikasi mengikuti segala perintah Allah dan meninggalkan segala larangannya. Mati secara su’ul khatimah pula ialah mati dalam keadaan ingkar kepada Allah, dengan kehidupannya yang ingkar kepada perintah Allah dan melakukan segala yang Allah larang. 

Jika kita, kita mahu mati yang bagaimana? Hidup itu memang, mati itu pasti. Adakah kita yakin kita boleh bernafas pada keesokan hari dan berbangga akan dosa pada hari ini? Kai tinggalkan persoalan ini buat semua agar kita mampu untuk bermuhasabah diri. Moga iman dan amal tertingkat demi meraih pengakhiran yang baik (husnul khatimah). 

Al-Fatihah buat Allahyarham.... 

Satu nasyid yang mungkin boleh kita bermuhasabah diri...

Craving for McD

سم الله الر حمن الر حيم.

اسلام عليكم

I don't know why... But I keep dreaming for this burger for few days...

Kai mengidam nak makan burger ni mengalahkan orang nak beranak, siap post kat twitter, facebook, skype, cubie, whatsapps, tumblr, blog dan mana-mana lagi application yang support status update..

Ada kenderaan, tapi entahla, malas nak bergerak untuk pergi beli.. Mengharapkan belas kesian orang sahaja..

Orag Putih kata ''building sand castle in the air''.. tapi Kai cakap "Eating McD in the air''..

Yes.... benda tu mustahil nak happen, 'Miracle'?? 
Even pepatah melayu mengatakan yang bulat takkan datang bergolek, yang ringan takkan datang melayang menunjukkan takkan ada hasil tanpa usahanya.

Namun, nasib baiklah Kai ada kawan yang baik hati, sudi membeli burger McD sebagai breakfast pagi ni.. Alhamdulillah, semoga Allah berkati jasa baik kalian...

Tapi kejadian tadi bukanlah bermaksud "Eating McD in the Air" is possible...

Sebab orang lain yang usahakan bagi pihak saya, jadi full creadits kepada sahabat saya itu...

Seiring dengan situasi Kai teringat akan perkataan...

Bagi yang  ingin mengatahui tahu ertinya, man jadda wa jada bererti sesiapa bersungguh-sungguh pasti dapat. Setahu Kai, ini bukanlah hadis, tetapi sejenis pepatah Arab yang mengandungi makna yang mendalam...

The keywords dalam pepatah ini ialah jadda atau maksudnya bersungguh-sungguh. Jadi, sejauh mana kita sudah mengamalkan pepatah ini,  sejauh kita bersungguh-sungguh?

Jawablah persoalan  ini dalam hati kita dengan ikhlas. Ukurlah diri kita tanpa dalih tanpa alasan (jika bersungguh-sungguh ingin maju).....

• Sudahkah kita bersungguh-sungguh melihat peluang?
• Sudah berapa kali kita gagal dan bangkit mencuba lagi?
• Seberapa gigih dan tabah kita dalam mencari solusi masalah?
• dan sebagainya.

“Tapi saya…” jika kita masih suka mengatakan “tapi” sebagai dalih tidak berusaha, ertinya kita belum bersungguh-sungguh. Mungkin dalih kita benar, tetapi kita tidak akan meraih apa yang kita inginkan....

Semua orang memiliki potensi yang sama, yang berbeza ialah sejauh mana kita menggunakan potensi tersebut. Sejauh mana kita menanamkan man jadda wa jada dalam kehidupan kita.

special thanks to Alif Izdihar for the McD

Ukhwah or Friendship?

سم الله الر حمن الر حيم

اسلام عليكم

Alhamdulillah, bersyukur kehadrat Ilahi kerana dengan izin dan limpah kurnia-Nya, Kai berpeluang untuk menaip sepatah dua kata sebagai entery baru di blog ini setelah tebiar usang selama beberapa bulan yang lalu...

Kalian semua sihat? jika ya, Alhamdulillah.. jika sakit.. bersabarlah sayang... Allah rindu mendengar rintihan dari hambanya yang beriman dan bertaqwa...

Even kai sendiri baru sahaja pulih dari demam yang tak seberapa beberapa hari lepas.. Alhamdulillah masih berluang mengecapi nikmat kesihatan yang Allah kurniakan..

Dalam penulisan kali ini, Kai ingin menceritakan pasal ukhwah or persaudaraan..

Banyak perkara-perkara yang berlaku akhir-akhir in yang merapatkan ukhwah kita..

Jika Kai kata  Persaudaraan itu bermula dengan Persahabatan..

dan Persaudaraan yang ikhlas bermula dengan bersangka baik hingga mencapai tahap mengutamakan sahabat (saudara) melebihi diri sendiri dalam apa jua kepentingan semata-mata meraih redhaNya = UKHWAH FILLAH...... kalian setuju tak?

"Sahabat kita adalah ujian buat kita dan kita adalah ujian buat sahabat kita"

Hakikatnya.............

Sekarang Kai berusaha untuk menjadikan persahabatan aku dengan sesiapa sahaja ke arah persaudaraan kerana Ilahi...

Terima kasih buat mereka yang memberi semangat kepada diri ini saat jatuh..

Terima kasih juga buat yang mengingatkan diri ini supaya solat diwaktunya...

Terima kasih buat yang menenangkan diri ini tatkala air mata jatuh menyembah bumi..

Terima kasih buat mereka yang menyenangi kehadiran diri ini yang kadangkala tak mampu mengawal emosi dan perasaanya..

semoga ukhuwah yang kita jalin kekal ke syurga Ilahi....

With motivated classmate... love you all...

With supporting housemates..... 

either they near or far away...........

We'll be always together... InsyaAllah

  

Ramadhan Assignments

سم الله الر حمن الر حيم

اسلام عليكم

Anyonghaseyo

I'm having trouble with my time management lately during this Blessing Month due to overload tons of assignment to be completed..
Well I had couple of presentation to do, some homework, more writing assignment... However that's the life of a student right? As a student I cannot run from that duty...
By hook or by crook I must do the assignment right? if not who else going to completed it?

"And to everyone who is struggling through life wondering when it will get any better. Remember even diamonds remain nothing but coals until applied with a little pressure... "

So.. as long as we got Passion, Faith and willing to work hard, we can do anything we want in this life... InsyaAllah 

Remember as a Muslim we had a responsible for our own too... On this Ramadhan we should not just let it go like that only.. This opportunities just came once a year.. How about this is our last Ramadhan we facing? How about there was no more Ramadhan for us in the following years?

''There's a battle going on inside you in Ramadhan, and for 30 days Allah give you the power to win" - Ustazah Nouman Ali Khan

 "Abu Hurairah telah berkata : Aku telah mendengar Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda tentang Ramadhan yang bermaksud : Sesiapa yang mendirikannya(Ramadhan) penuh keimanan dan keikhlasan diampunkan baginya apa dosanya yang telah lalu. - Hadis riwayat Bukhari, Muslim, Tarmizi, Abu Daud, Nasai'e,Malik,Ahmad dan Baihaqi-" 

The wonderful season of spring greets us with the blessings of lush vegetation, delicious fragrances of beautiful flowers, and trees laden with fruit. Likewise, the holy month of Ramadan is a month of springtime for the believer, where Allah’s blessing and mercy surrounds the believer at every point throughout the day and night.

Hence, surrounded by such awesome mercy, this is truly a golden opportunity for anyone wishing for nearness to Allah and forgiveness from sin. It seems that the phrase golden opportunity was coined with the holy month of Ramadan in mind, because this phrase perfectly fits the description of this month.

Although waking up for tahajjud might prove difficult the rest of the year, we wake forsuhur anyway during Ramadan, so a few rakats should be easy to pray at this time. For this one month, we should strive to spend our waking hours reading the Holy Quran, staying away from gatherings that waste time, and control our tongue from vain and hurtful speech such as backbiting.

Every Muslim should cut all negative ties with society at least for this month and view it as the month of working diligently on oneself. This is the month of earning and we should work hard to earn reward and righteousness.

So, even how busy we are, how many works we have, how many other commitment.... we should spend times for Allah especially during this month..

Lets practice the way of living based on Quran and Sunnah today :)

How Much You Love Mother?

سم الله الر حمن الر حيم

اسلام عليكم

Anyonghaseyo

Assalamualaikum... Today is our first day of fasting right for Muslim in Malaysia.. How you get along? I hope everyone is improving their iman and taqwa in this Ramadhan..

'How Much You Love Mother'..  Mother could love their children and taking care many behave of her children but could one children care enough about her mother? 

Mother love can't be replace by other person in this world...  

Last week I called up my mother to tell her that I'm going to back to hometown.

''Mom, I already bought ticket to go home this thursday.." I said.

''Oh, that great, but how about your class in Friday?..'' Mom answer with rough voice and cough.

''I didn't really had much class in Friday... Muet class is postpone, there is only BM class in Friday morning.. Mom are you sick? your voice is different..'' I said

''Oh... just a little cold, you need not to worry about your mother...'' Mom, said.

Well mom convince me not to worry about her, so I did. I didn't worry at all after that.

In fact when I arrive home yesterday early in morning he looks fine.. She still could smile to me, have a conversation with me and we did go to supermarket together. Last night after return from tarawih prayer, mom did sweat a lot.. Her temperature rises, but after took some medicine  she fell asleep..

But today, my thought that mom only had normal fever is wrong after all.. Today during the day mom could not even woke up, she only lay down in her bed listening to Quran reciter. I ask her to open up her fasting by eating medicine pill but she refuse...

Mom said to me.. " Don't worry so much, I'll be okay soon.." That words make my heart full of tears..

When I was little if I got fever, mom always accompanied me, always taking care of me.. always feed me.. As her son, can I do the same for her????

After a long times, today I was able to feed my mom during 'buka puasa'... I cook for her for today, I make water for her for today... I gave some medicine for her before I go for prayer.. 

Tears drop down when I caught this moments.. I refresh the memories that mom always support me in every action I do.. This little thing I do is not close enough for what Mom had do for me...

But, I'm still happy I can show my love to my mom :')

You can never repay what mom did to you when raising you up, so If you love your mom.. Please contact them right now.. and said ''I love You Mother'' before everything goes late.. You never know when Allah will call them up, because Allah love them much than you do....

Please pray for your mother in this Blessing Month